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Friday, December 7, 2007
My Diary 1♥

Dear Christajace,

calling u by this name is due to my primary sku BEST FRIEN, Christabelle. My first memory starts during Nursury 1 where it was my 3rd day lesson in a unfamilliar place. I'd felt I am different from other people, perhaps there's someone out there who felt the same way as I did, but I noe, of ALL my friends and families, I am different. Not Boasting, but in my first memory, I was looking out of the door window of my nusury. My nursury I'd studied is a 5 stories tall building and it's not surprisingly thad I am looking straight into the lift.

I could remember it like just happened yesterday, as I feel my whole mind sucks into it and I feel like woke up from a dark and black dream. I look directly from a blink during the while. It was like I was crying as tears flows from my cheeks and I seemed to be gazing out trying to find something(but i noe later I was trying to look for my mum).

But, it was weird thad the first thing I thought is where am I as I turned around. Surprisingly looking at a crowd of children, perhaps as tall as I am and most of them are crying. I felt they were childish of all of the sudden and it seemed so weird thad I was only 3 and thinks so much and I was CRYING just now, though I do not remembered. IT was even WIERD I feel I've woken up in a whole new place and I turned my head to my right(my brain always keep in details of my memory, so u can fix assure i'm not lying).

I look at a whole chart of A-Z list, like apple and so on... Though it was only my 3rd day of school and I couldn't have learnt of the A-Z, and of all the stories, I tell u I was only 3 at thad time!

It was surprisingly I seemed like feeling seeing them somewhere before, and could feel why the HECK am I here. (I wandered if I really have a past life and came to this little child with my souls) Then it went a little buzzing like u noe, television shows the drama is blurred...

The next thing I noe is thad i ran to my seats, like as though I am a soul who is in somebody body, but in a 3rd person view. I do not know what happened, but I ran to sit at a seat where I meet 2 person who was later my best pals for my kindergarden life.(Yi Ling & Hui Min) I talk to them and I was like feeling my words came out slowly, how could I say about myself, but I want to share with everyone.

Then, a teacher came to give out a booklet to everyone, I seemed to have automatic opened the booklet and look at the lines thad we need to draw. It was all of the sudden the body came back to the souls as I am able to control the little body. But this was not weird, the weirder was thad I think it was simple. Did I really have a past life not to be told?

As I started to draw, I was abstracted to drawing it, but as I trace the dotted lines, the whole sense of the outside world suddenly came back to me. I found difficulties drawing it.

I suddenly feel something absconded me, it was a paranormal feeling. I think my original soul(past life), all my talents, have fell out of me. It was like I was instantly became a begger and have to follow this body talents.


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DW(LL) love carrots. ♥
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my diary 2♥

Dear Christajace,

my 2nd autobiography tells u my interest in reading books. I do not know why, but it seems after the 1st incident of my memory, all my memories seems blurred. But I could remembered veri clearly after that period, I started to take out my parents big books without pictures and started reading 1 word by 1 word slowly. Even though I don't understand some words.

But after then I started to read Big books of encyclopedias which any other 3 YEARS OLD kids won't possibly read. I felt like a urge to read finish them and feel the interest in them. It was like not all this little body decision, but I even feel weird when looking at my family. It seemed like I DON"T EVEN NOE them at all. Perhaps not everyone have a past life, and I am just the lucky few.

I've read a very difficult chinese books in traditional chinese though I am only 3, but I could like read most of the words and btw, I never seen or taught with traditional chinese, but ONLY some simple SIMPLIFIED chinese.

I remembered my dad bought alot of books for me to read during the while when I turned 4, and I went to a very expensive tution for my english, around $400 for one month. And only for 8 hours. I have fun there, but...

I was totally different, my old soul seemed to have faded and I feel enjoyment the teacher teaching us to read simple books, but the teacher have a rule for us to borrow a book back to read every week. But it seemed my body uncontrollable and ask for a book with no pictures. The teacher was surprised and let me one. I really did read finish it and could totally understand the whole story. I returned the thick book to the teacher next week and borrowed a new one.It continued on...

Soon after nearly the end of Kindergarden 2, when I am at the age of 6, I have read the whole shelf of difficult novels of the tution centre. But the teacher was not surprised, neither sad, even to smile at me. But when I asked for another of such books, she scolded me badly. It was the first time I feel such depression for all my life.

I looked down and she shows no sympatity at all, she smaked a book into my hand which this book had RUINED MY LIFE FOREVER. It was MEWTWO. I know it's the pokemon series and I'm not saying anything bad about it but...

In the centre of this book, there are very beautiful cartoons which I love it at first sight. I do not know why, but after thad, I never ever read books without pictures anymore. The teacher's voice echo in my head till now, which caused my english to dropped from good to bad to worst.

I am starting to feel I hate the teacher.

P.s. If u wandered I really understand those books when I am so young, I can tell u one of the stories SIMPLIFIED:



There was this girl who went to the forest with her friends, but got lost with her friends and was all alone. She knows she have to find a river to get to the way home but after much difficulties, she heard the sound of water and soon found a river. Hidden well beneath was a wooden boad, unleak and abandoned with no one around and no roped tied to it, she found a stick to help her row the boat well.. But she met a crocodile and a HUNGRY one and at the moment, a boy came to the rescue. (lolz...hero came)

Anywayz...the girl was thankful and went to the boy house with the boy's grandmother to have some food and warm cup of hot chocolate as she was famish, but the boy soon led her the way back to civilisation.



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DW(LL) love carrots. ♥
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