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Friday, December 7, 2007
My Diary 1♥

Dear Christajace,

calling u by this name is due to my primary sku BEST FRIEN, Christabelle. My first memory starts during Nursury 1 where it was my 3rd day lesson in a unfamilliar place. I'd felt I am different from other people, perhaps there's someone out there who felt the same way as I did, but I noe, of ALL my friends and families, I am different. Not Boasting, but in my first memory, I was looking out of the door window of my nusury. My nursury I'd studied is a 5 stories tall building and it's not surprisingly thad I am looking straight into the lift.

I could remember it like just happened yesterday, as I feel my whole mind sucks into it and I feel like woke up from a dark and black dream. I look directly from a blink during the while. It was like I was crying as tears flows from my cheeks and I seemed to be gazing out trying to find something(but i noe later I was trying to look for my mum).

But, it was weird thad the first thing I thought is where am I as I turned around. Surprisingly looking at a crowd of children, perhaps as tall as I am and most of them are crying. I felt they were childish of all of the sudden and it seemed so weird thad I was only 3 and thinks so much and I was CRYING just now, though I do not remembered. IT was even WIERD I feel I've woken up in a whole new place and I turned my head to my right(my brain always keep in details of my memory, so u can fix assure i'm not lying).

I look at a whole chart of A-Z list, like apple and so on... Though it was only my 3rd day of school and I couldn't have learnt of the A-Z, and of all the stories, I tell u I was only 3 at thad time!

It was surprisingly I seemed like feeling seeing them somewhere before, and could feel why the HECK am I here. (I wandered if I really have a past life and came to this little child with my souls) Then it went a little buzzing like u noe, television shows the drama is blurred...

The next thing I noe is thad i ran to my seats, like as though I am a soul who is in somebody body, but in a 3rd person view. I do not know what happened, but I ran to sit at a seat where I meet 2 person who was later my best pals for my kindergarden life.(Yi Ling & Hui Min) I talk to them and I was like feeling my words came out slowly, how could I say about myself, but I want to share with everyone.

Then, a teacher came to give out a booklet to everyone, I seemed to have automatic opened the booklet and look at the lines thad we need to draw. It was all of the sudden the body came back to the souls as I am able to control the little body. But this was not weird, the weirder was thad I think it was simple. Did I really have a past life not to be told?

As I started to draw, I was abstracted to drawing it, but as I trace the dotted lines, the whole sense of the outside world suddenly came back to me. I found difficulties drawing it.

I suddenly feel something absconded me, it was a paranormal feeling. I think my original soul(past life), all my talents, have fell out of me. It was like I was instantly became a begger and have to follow this body talents.


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DW(LL) love carrots. ♥
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